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i forgot to introduce myself to you!
i am Noorain and here's my story!
salam my friend!
i just realised i never introduced myself!
i am Noorain,
a mother of two, ex-software engineer and a certified Islamic life coach.
anxiety, panic attacks and trauma survivor.
and here’s my story….
i grew up in a middle class family
i worked hard, studied hard,
did everything the society said
graduated as an engineer in computers
worked at 3 multi national companies
i was successful according to the society
but inside
i was exhausted, burnt out and lost my feminity
i got panic attacks after i had my second child
i got diagnosed with gad( general anxiety disorder)
after the diagnosis i realised something
i was always anxious
since childhood
i just didn’t know the name
i later learnt it was un-proccessed trauma that kept me anxious
medication, therapy only helped to manage symptoms NOT heal
i went to every doctor searching for answers
they sent me with medication
medication: numbed me dint heal me fully
therapy?
helped my mind, but my body was still in panic
beacause i was treating the symptoms not the root.
then everything changed for the good
i firmly believed if Allah has created a disease then He has also created a cure
i started researching
because giving up meant believing there is no cure
how could i think Allah, ash - Shafi the one who holds power cannot heal me?
He says kun and it is. Be and it is.
I was waiting for His kun.
i learnt nervous system regulation
trauma integration
somatic processing
i combined it with practicing tawakkul, istighfar, surrender and dua
i stopped trying to fix myself
i practiced trusting Allah’s plan even when it felt uncomfortable
slowly but steadily things improved
my nervous system started recognising safety.
now i no longer wake up in panic
i wake up calm
slow mornings, no chaos
i mother my children from softness
i stopped running on masculine energy and embraced my feminity
my marriage improved
i attract more love without asking
just by being myself
i started to laugh more
i found myself again
that little girl who was lost somewhere in the hustle
found her way home
i know thousands of women are still suffering silently
anxious
burnt out
trying to fix themselves with wrong tools
i made a niyyah
to help as many women as i can to overcome this suffering for the sake of Allah
i teach everything that helped me find peace, inside Return to Peace & Fitrah
10 weeks of nervous system healing, feminine embodiment, and Islamic grounding
so you can live with calm, softness, and tawakkul.
If you’ve been watching from the sidelines, this is your nudge.
Doors close tonight. 🌙
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With love and dua,
Noorain 🤍